Lately I've been feeling unwanted. I guess because I have been feeling lonely. I don't have anyone so I guess that contributes to it. I have friends but I meant that I have a hard time finding the right person. I feel undesirable as if nobody wants. I have abandonment issues and I keep thinking I would feel happy if someone focus on me. When I talk to someone and doesn't show me much attention I start to feel like they don't want me.

I been reading people finding their partner and showing their love for them and.. as much as I don't want to say this word, I do get sorta jealous. I just don't understand why I haven't met someone that wants me in their life. That would make me feel wanted. It's really hard finding someone that's in the ddlg/cgl community and when I try to search I still have this feeling of just not being wanted.

Maybe this something that I need therapy for.. maybe I'm being selfish for even saying this.

Have littles/middles/CG's/DD's felt like this?