Lately I’ve been becoming so scared that i’m gonna be alone forever. I feel so lost and lonely. My daddy ghosted me earlier this year then came back and we were going slow until he told me he couldn’t balance things in life to make this work but still thought we could keep talking and be friends. This broke me. I’ve suppressed my little side ever since.

I try to put myself out there and be hopeful but it’s difficult. Nothing soothes me and i’m so worried and scared that i’m always gonna be alone. I’m almost 30 and never really had anyone. I still miss my daddy even though he left me and hurt me. I don’t know how to keep going. I’m tired of trying to be hopeful.