Edit: This is NOT a post where I'm asking for people to flood my dms with "hey babygirl looking for a daddy, I can be yours" messages!! This is simply me just venting while feeling upset in the moment!

My Mommy (trans mtf) is a really good caregiver... But I just can't seem to call her "mommy" without a lot of trouble. She just came out this year, couple months ago. I've known her as Daddy for almost 4 years, and right before our 4yr anniversary she came out and at first she was okay with me calling her daddy, coz lots of lesbian couples call one or both Daddy but out of nowhere she said she hates it and it makes her feel ick and to be called Mommy... It's so hard.... I just want a Daddy again.... I could have both since we're poly but she's uncomfortable with that idea right now... Idk maybe in the future.... Idk