You ever do something to self sooth you when you're feeling uncomfortable or anxious but then mid way or after you realise it's kind of a little thing and you get embarrassed.

This guy that I've seen a bit but am not dating, he's one of few people who can make me feel small. He's taller than me and quite stocky. When he sat on his bed his thigh is level with like just below my crotch so I walk forward and kind of straddle his thigh (without sitting, basically hovering over his thigh with my feet still on the ground) and grip his leg a little with my thigh and just sway side to side. It feels grounding and a little distracting. I don't look him in the eye when I do it.

WHY AM I LIKE THIS? 😳