Hey everyone, I'm just reaching out for some advice... I'm in my first ddlg relationship...and my little girls been in the hospital for almost 2 months now. We've only been together for 4, but we've really fallen hard for each other. She's the light of my life, center of my universe...and I haven't been able to see her...but we talk as much as we can. She's honestly had the roughest life of anyone I've ever known...her dad and uncle raped her from 8 til she was 19...when she would resist they'd beat her and break her fingers...her mom would watch and laugh...just unspeakable evil she's had to deal with. All I want is to give her the best and happiest life possible...Help her move past all the pain she's had to deal with...I've been helping her as much as I can, she's seeing a therapist now as well. She was put in a medically induced coma last night...which petrifies me...she's been down for 12 hours now and I'm kind of just breaking down...her heart rate has been in the 130 range for a few days now and doctors were scared her heart was going to give out..so she's on a ventilator, which does the breathjng for her. Not only is she emotionally tormented...but her life is just hell...she struggles to breathe all day, her temperature has been over 102 for weeks...she's weak and has been saying her heart hurts... I've got 3 little boys under 4 I have to watch by myself so I can't just breakdown like I want to, I have to put on a mask for the kids. I love her with every ounce of my being...and have been preparing myself to let her go...doctors say she's got a 50/50 chance basically...she's such a tormented soul 😭 right before they induced the coma her brother told her he wishes her last suicide attempt was successful...like this girl has just gone through so much...and as a Daddy I feel worthless...I make her happy as much as I can and am constantly there for her...but I really can't do anything...I feel like I'm losing it...we've had so.many conversations end with the doctors trying to revive her or out her on the ventilator...When she wakes up she'll tell me she loves me and draw me a picture..😭 This is the longest time I've been without her and I'm just scared...I always try to put on my brave face for her, but lately, with her health deteriorating it's been tougher and tougher... Anyways I'm sure I'm not the only person dealing with a loved one in the hospital...how are you guys dealing with it? Sorry for the long post and thank you for listening.