I feel like my Daddy has lost interest in me because he spends more time on his phone than with me and it’s hard for me to keep trying and giving 100% when I don’t get anything back. When I bring it up, he just says that he has adhd and he’s just used to always looking for a distraction. Idk what to think anymore. And this Covid-19 stuff doesn’t help bc of course we can’t see each other (we live like 1.5 hrs apart) and he tells me he’s depressed but he doesn’t talk to me about it ever. And he only send me like 7 text messages a day MAX. And they are one liners. I just feel myself giving up but if I end things with him during a pandemic then that’s not nice of me either. I just wish he’d show interest in me and I didn’t feel like I have to compete with his phone for attention. One of my biggest concerns in a relationship is feeling neglected and I feel neglected. He always apologizes by saying “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to make you feel neglected” and I ask him to put in more effort and he says he will but he never does. We all know the saying actions speak louder than words. I just feel like a hopeless romantic and like I’ll never find someone that matches my energy. Through this pandemic he’s not asked how I’m coping, handling it with my reduced hours at work, how my depression or anxiety is, or if I’ve eaten properly or just my general well-being. Are my standards too high? Am I expecting too much from him? Please help. Any advice through comments or messages are gladly welcome. Thanks In advance if you read this entire rant/ramble. I’m sorry. I hope you guys and your partners and families are staying safe through all of this💙