My Daddy passed away about a week ago. He was kind, patient, soft and sweet with me. He was the best thing I ever had, even though I only had him for a short time.

I need a friend. A babysitter, I guess. I need someone who will call me on Discord and let me fall asleep with them. I need someone to let me cry or rage or rant about stupid things, things related to my Daddy. Everything reminds me of him. It's so hard to function. I need to work and be a grown up but I just feel like a dumb baby and I know he would be disappointed that I am letting this get to me so badly, because he only wanted me to be good and kind and sweet and cute and sexy and loving and motherly and whole.

If you think you can be this person, please let me know, because I am sick of driving all my friends away with how I feel.. and I just want someone to care about me again. I'm scared to be alone, and I'm even more scared that I won't find someone who ever loves me again.