For a while, I’ve had feelings where I wish I was a little girl. Nothing sexual, just playing and doing things with other girls that friends do. I don’t think I’d want to be a baby or a toddler though, which seems to be the predominant dynamic, but rather a bit older, like 10 or so. I’ve fantasized about playing with dolls, having sleepovers, wearing cute dresses, that sort of thing.

On one hand, I kind of want to explore this, though I’m at a loss as to where to start. How does an adult dress like a ten year old? How can I get in the space where I really feel like this is authentic, do you just start to feel like a child after playing with toys? And how can I get over the thoughts that this is somehow wrong?