So I'd say I'm more of a middle, but occasionally I like to be a little. My question is, though: How do I feel more confident and comfortable in myself, and not embarrassed or anxious? Even when I've had really supportive, engaged partners who were caregivers, I always felt embarrassed and scared of initiating anything to do with ageplay with them. I felt awkward even when they initiated it with me. I don't want to feel like this because I really want to be able to fulfill this part of myself. I just have this fear that my partner is going to reject me, be uncomfortable, or laugh at me. I don't know how to move forward or start to "get over" these fears.