Hey all!

I posted a year ago that I had opened up to my Daddys sister about being a little, she wasn't in the least bit surprised, shared that she had a little of her own and things were amazing for a while. My daddy and I were both very clear that she did not need to care for me but being a CG herself she would often check in, offer support when my Daddy wasn't around and was allround amazing.

However after a few months she stopped messaging so much and over the past 6 months she messages once in a blue moon. I fear this sounds stupid because she is physically younger than me, despite me being the little, but everytime she turns up again my little heart gets soso excited and then hurt all over again when she leaves.

What do I do? I feel stupid telling her as she owes me nothing but it's making me so sad. I loved having her there and as someone with BPD am struggling hugely with feeling abandoned.

Any advice would be appreciated! Please be kind.. I'm super sensitive rn 😅💚