I have to ask this. Any other CGs out there, have ever just found yourself slipping into a little state of mind?

My little is a switch. For now she's just my little. But we were having a serious discussion about how our dynamic worked among other things. I quite out of the blue, called her Mommy. I suddenly just didn't want to be Daddy. I didn't want to be the adult. I didn't want to be the responsible one. I confess I suddenly felt very fragile. I know it had something to do with knowing she was a switch.

I had a bit of a meltdown. I haven't had one of those in a very long time. But Mommy was there until the storm passed. I won't say I felt good, I didn't. I hate not being in control of my emotions. But I did feel safe to show this side of me to my little/mommy. All in all a really odd feeling for me to have.