I just feel really sad lately I feel like I’m never going to find my person I miss my little space my ex ruined it for me and I don’t know if I will ever be able to get it back or find a relationship who wants this type of dynamic he really ruined how I view relationships… he was all okay with this and than when he came to live with me he made me put all my stuffed animals away littlespace clothes besides one pair of overalls I smashed my only bottle.. because he was judge mental about the soothers he said this kink was disgusting and predatory.. he made me feel vile I hated myself my mental health is at an all time low and has been sense our split I feel like I’m going to die alone I’m 31 even though I don’t look like it or feel it he even told me my bpd was fake and an excuse I just want to find my happy ending

I just want a daddy or mum