I feel kinda defeated. I hate myself for indulging in littlespace. I always hide so much, and feel so lonely. I'm so fed up with trying to find a cg... a lot of scammers, people trying to use me, or just want to play then ghost. Instead, I fill my time with so much work I don't have a moment to think about it. I work 40 hours a week, juggle 2 families, do college, and fishishing high school, and it's still not enough to ignore how sad and tired I am. I keep being told that it gets better, but over the years my hope depletes more and more. I hope others have better luck, but honestly, I'm just going to run my dieing body into the ground until I can't feel anymore.