I have been actively embracing my little space more and more, and finally the past month was secure in it (but still SUPER shy) and stepped out of my box! I've met this man I think is really sweet and a lovely daddy! And along with that told my bestest friend and basically family about myself.

They've accepted me perfectly! They're a great friend and understood and everything! But even with them saying they'd love to see me in little space (we have a huge trust and openness and showing parts of ourselves is seen as a HUGE honour and gift by the other!) I'm still REALLY nervous. I want to talk to them when little because I KNOW I'd be safe with them and they'd accept me fully and it'd be fun but ebaiduen I'm SCARED. Especially since when I'm little I see them as my big brother even though they're younger than me 😅.

Ugh so many emotions! I've been cuddling my stuffies for the past two hours and thinking about this and it's just SO MANY EMOTIONS! I don't know how to HANDLE it and needed to say it out even if it was into the VOID.

Thanks for coming to tedtalk ❤️ gonna cuddle puppies now!