I should start by saying that this has taken longer than I anticipated. Not because I couldn’t think of what to say or even how to say it, but because I wanted to say it all.

I (42m) need to brag a little about my sub (38f). I have spent two decades believing that what was real inside of me was unattainable. I was told my desire to be a DD was not simply unwelcome, but also something that I shouldn’t want for myself.

So I lived as a shadow.

And then I met you. From the very first day I knew there was something to be discovered…a person aching to be known. You were intelligent, gentle, assertive when you had to be but always with this hint of wanting to hide.

You found me when you needed help because you saw my unfulfilled need to be a shelter. A place where you could hide while I fought off the monsters. So I followed you into the dark. Every night spent wishing the sun wouldn’t rise, every day waiting for it to set behind the hills.

Now I have you beside me each night as I fall asleep and each morning when I rise. I’m met with coffee presented to me from your knees. I have the ability to choose your outfits, your hidden garments, and which pasta sauce you should purchase. I make the decisions that exhaust you, I give you your tasks to achieve, and get to reward you when you obey.

I get to be me so that you are safe to be you.

You are my Mouse and I am your Daddy.

Stay mine