Especially when you and your partner are no longer together.

I am feeling sad for what could have been, sad I may have made the wrong decision, sad I feel like I do not have that person in my corner.

It feels like so long ago I felt that strong connection with him but I wish I could get it back out of thin air. I miss smiling and hugging and feeling his body. I miss kisses already even though it's only been a few days.

I miss feeling like someone is supporting me, like we are a team with a common goal.

I just miss us. I wish I could get it back. I wish I hadn't said the things I said or did the things I did. I wish we were both different than we are, that we could work together and try to communicate more and be more functional as a pair.

I miss your smile, the light in your eyes. I miss driving 3 hours to come see you. I miss going to your work and watching you do what you do.. you are good at it and I can see it makes you happy.

I am trying to let go and set you free for both of our sakes and I hope you can see that in the coming weeks or months.. I do still care about you and love you. I just don't want to feel sad and alone anymore.

I am sorry.