About a year ago I had been out in my local town with some friends drinking and having fun.

As a married man (M45) with two children I don’t often get to go out so I had a great time going bar to bar and found myself enjoying the sight of so many girls with sexy outfits on. Sights I wouldn’t normally see in my otherwise everyday life.

By the end of the night me and my friends parted ways and I headed to the taxi rank alone. On my way I passed the entrance to a strip club and after the sights I’d sent that night it really triggered my horniness.. as I continued up the street I could take my mind off h the thought of getting to see naked girls and I began to slow down and wonder.. should I?? I’ve been to strip clubs before as part of a group but never alone.. it felt more horny as it was a secret guilty pleasure. Suddenly I round myself turning around and heading back down the street toward the strip club, I was committed, I knew there was no turning back now.. I was far too horny and ready to see some hot, sexy women willing to show me more than I’d seen all night.

I entered the club and headed straight to the bar.. it was quiet.. I ordered a drink and sat down and writhin a couple of minutes a pretty blonde girl, slim, about 35 years old came and sat down with me.. we started chatting, me feeling very nervous, just small talk can’t remember what we talked about but it was all very friendly and a little flirty. By the time I got to the bottom of my beer another girl came to sit down with us. A little fuller in figure and a little older, maybe 30 ish. We chatted a few more minutes and then the girls I first sat with asked if I’d like a private dance.. to which I quickly said yes excitedly! As we stood up the other girl asked if I’d like to have a dance with both of them.. I stopped, thought for a moment and then enthusiastically agreed.. a dream come true!

We headed to the back of the club where there was another girls stood by a counter.. she wasn’t a stripper but was taking he payments for the dance. As I handed over my credit card I couldn’t help but think what does she think of me. Does she se me a ls a sad, dirty old man? Customer who she is pleased is happy? Or just a way to earn money?? I don’t know but I quickly paid and back we headed.

As we get to the back of the club there is a long corridor of booths with curtains across them, a little like changing rooms in a clothes store. The younger blonde pulled back a curtain and the three of us headed in.. she ushered me to sit on the bench seat at the back of the booth and the older girl pulled the curtain closed behind us..

Music came on and they both started to prance.. taking it in turns to straddle me and brush their bodies over my hard, face and down to my groin.. helping each other remove clothing as they went. By this point I was rock hard and feeling soo hot and horny I was mesmerised.. the older, fuller girl removed the other girls bra and proceeded to take her nipple into her mouth.. she had pert tits and her nipples stuck out hard.. maybe she got horny from this..

They continued and stripped down to nothing, both dancing and grinding on me and they began to touch each others pussies. Again the older girl lead the way inviting me to touch the other girls pussy but she whispered in my ear not to put my fingers inside. I had never been allowed to touch in a strip club before and I was so aroused, my cock straining in my pants. Then she placed her nipple in front of my mouth and I started to suck it.. she smiled looking down knowing how much of a treat she was giving me.

I then felt her hand move down to my groin as she start to continue a lap dance and she allowed her hand to slide over my rock hard cock through my jeans. She again smiled as she crouched down between my legs.. all the while i’m touching and feeling the other girls pussy and tits. Then she leans forward and takes my belt into her mouth and starts to undo it.. quickly taking over with her hands as she undoes my belt and then unzips my jeans. I am fit to bust at this point and then she reaches inside my pants and pulls out my cock.. she gives it a few strokes and then whispers in my ear that she can’t get me off as it’s against the rules and there are cameras but it’s ok if I want to..

Sitting there exposed and a little embarrassed so am to horny to say no and I proceed to stroke my cock feeling very naughty and ashamed but unable to contain myself. After a short while I blow, I just can’t last any longer but when I do the girls both smile at e. I sit there, cum sprayed up my chest feeling the after orgasm shame.. what do they think?? What have I done..

They leave the room and I clean up and dress myself again and head for the door..

They give me a smile on the way out and I smile back, it makes me fell a bit better, like they’re happy that i’m satisfied but I still feel shame as I head home.

Thinking about this (true) story has made me feel so horny whenever I have thought about it since.. even now I feel mixed emotions of horniness and shame.. but it makes me so hard thinking about it.

Am I a dirty old man or just a man exploring my sexuality? What do you think? Is this ok?