How can someone just come into your life and spark something deep inside you and in an instant leave Leave like they never were into you leave like you didn’t flirt for months leave like they didn’t ask to come see u on your days off

A whole 180, why’d they do a whole 180 on me just out of no where 2 weeks of sparks and just like that gone

Funny cuz I asked them and I don’t remember the response I always felt like it was a lie alway been to proud to tell me I hurt them and they get jealous

Left me hurt and crying for months and they still doubt how I feel about them I’m over it but like burying something you still see the plot that was dug up and filled

I have no one else but myself to blame but how tf could I just stop when the feelings I had were so overwhelming it felt like my insides were on fire it wasn’t a want to see,talk or text you it was an urge a need an unknown force pushing me towards you

Now I have to break a cycle of contacting u when I miss u detaching successfully means my feelings fade maybe just the tiniest amount but it fades

U woke something up in me I’m not afraid to love anymore even if the other person leaves understanding of people who want me and letting go of the ones that remind me of you when u wouldn’t contact me if you look for me I’ll always have love for you and I’ll always have love for her no matter what she didn’t do anything wrong I kept jumping into the fire and expecting not to get burned.