I've been doing good! Getting rid of stuff he's given. Not talking to him. Not talking about him. (This is two years after going low contact, mind you, TWO YEARS and he is STILL in my way...)

Brain goes, "Let's have a really pleasant dream. You meet a guy in a wild way, he's interesting and interested in you. Lovely, impromptu date. Fabulous. What's this you come across? LO's apartment, cause he finally moved back to town. Yeah. Just introduce him. You're not as interesting as LO anyway and you know they're better off meeting/ having fun, just introduce them and then go on your way."

Frustrating af

LO and I had a situationship (in rl.) I'm always afraid if I date, he'll move back, and I'll break someone's heart because I would choose LO every time over any one. Holy shit, even if Ewan Fucking McGregor were seeing me and LO showed up, I'd say, "Thank you for your time, but he's the real sitar player in my world, I'm so sorry. Choose life? Ha. I choose LO. Makes perfect sense, bye."

I'm a big fan of Ewan, that's 3 puns, and still, I'd drop him for LO.

FUCK YOU BRAIN lemme sleep :(

Ty for listening to my 3 AM crying fest