I met him on reddit and we started chatting and slowly started sexting. Things were okay but he became extremely manipulative and I stopped enjoying chatting w him. I stopped giving to his requests for nudes. He also wouldn't reveal anything about himself except his first name. I was stupid enough to tell him my full name.

Something about him wanting to keep his identity hidden triggered my obsession and I started trying to find his full identity, including his and his parents social media. I found it by lucky one day after googling his first name. I didn't tell him I know his real identity for fear of him ghosting me. So I kept it to myself.

Cut to a few days back we were chatting and I straight up told him I want to follow him on his real social media. I asked him to reveal his full identity and he told me his full name and the city he is from. He offered to connect everywhere. Two days later he blocked me from everything except LinkedIn.

I don't know what to feel. Clearly our chats had fizzled out, there was no way anything would happen between us, he lives miles away. I feel ashamed for acting crazy.

I have been obsessed about random people in the past stalking their social media, trying to find everything about them.