2 months later and I’m better, It was a hard fought battle and I won I was desperate determined and frustrated but I fought.

I cried for this women, but my mind was poisoned it wasn’t real I was mad at myself for being in a state of obsession

Damn, I cried, I cried hard multiple times I cried, Now thinking back, why did I cry I can’t even conjure up the feelings I was feeling at the times I wailed like a man that just lost his loved ones and I can’t even remember the feeling.

I searched for anyone going through this found this sub and read all the testimonies it matched mines that’s when I knew I wasn’t alone, stories of years of limerence, years? I said to myself, no this can’t be fuck that I’m not going through this torture for years hell no, so I switched my mind I texted her she denied me and this would happen 3 times untill that one night my mind snapped back to reality,

The last text message was “maybe not today maybe not tomorrow but one day you’ll be mine” and at that moment when I pressed that arrow it went away it faded I instantly regretted what I just sent but fuck it I said it’s to late now,

Day after I was in disbelief, was it cope ? Or was this real? I told myself the real test is when I see them at work and just like that when I saw them I didn’t want to talk to them or text them I didn’t care anymore it was really done, even now I don’t want to interact with them just because that’s just how I treat everybody at work.

Man, I’m so happy it finally over.