Closure is what got my limerence fading, knowing the fact that they did care and they did want me and are proud they had me, proud enough to “claim” me as territory proud enough to tell people and make people think we are still something when in my mind they didn’t care at all but that wasn’t the case.

Was that all I needed ? Just a yea I like you but you’re just to much of a red flag and I’m going back to a safer option, that’s all I needed to hear.

The truth came out all week idk what she’s telling people but some people think we have a thing and I’m confused cuz we don’t but idc I don’t have those feelings anymore just another women I can text when bored but I don’t want to anymore no more urges no more why and how come no more excitement when I see them no more can I see u, they got a different side of me some women beg for but never get she’s was lucky,

The last thing that was hard to let go was their potential So plain so regular so normal I was attracted to that Attracted to the potential I saw them in a way they didn’t see themselves and I didn’t want anyone to have that but I’m ok with letting that go now

Rejection. They did it every time but in a way to keep me coming back not in a leave me alone more in like a wait your turn and little did they know I was insane and not actually wanting any of what I told them, They’re going to expect me to chase again but everything comes to an end and with the combination of information that got back to me and rejection my brain finally snaps back to normal

Today was the first time in weeks that I didn’t think of them before sleep I smile with joy because it’s over it’s finally over almost in tears

When I walk by.

I can’t keep a straight face when I walk by them it’s like you have no idea the feeling and pain caused from you but no resentment just I want to laugh and idk why, am I crazy ?

Limerence is an experience it was torture it was awakening it was learning i promise I’m never going through this again the tears I let out for this person is never happening again it’s to painful