This might sound dumb--so many things about limerence do--but I realized this morning, when I'd woken up earlier than I'd wanted to yet again, that I could get myself to relax and get back to sleep just by thinking about cuddling with her in bed. Normally I ruminate, I dwell on stuff she said that makes me jealous or insecure or whatever awful thing comes to hand.

I really hope this keeps working! I managed it twice last night.

Today we're having our weekly lunch and I'm wondering if I can keep myself calm with this kind of approach if anything difficult comes up. Last week she told me I needed to back off her social media some and stop being vaguely romantic on social occasions--which I'm fine with, and have done, but I hope I can keep restraining myself. Limerence sucks.