Today i left the house 13 minutes after i planned (just my luck) I was on my way to work (first day of a new job) in a chipper mood! My LOs house is on my way to work and i see her in her car daily when i drive by, parked on the street. Today i see she her lights on so i know she’s in her car. I freak out internally because im supposed to be NC but i haven’t spoke to her in forever. I beep my horn as i drive by and she smiles. then a few minutes later at the red light i see her again and she looks excited to see me. smiles and waves. nothing big lol but it was really really really great to see her cuz i haven’t seen her since mid May!!!!

I honestly love her smile and i’m happy i got a chance to see her beautiful face today.

Then in the parking garage we parking near each other but i didn’t wait for her because that would feed into the limerence i’m trying to work on not having. But ofc I’ve been thinking about this for the past 4.5hours, and i’ll be thinking about this all day and night, i’m such a simp🙃