everyday and all day i think of my LO. when i see her it’s like a relapse and i go through the feelings of wanting to be with her. dreaming of us being a family and raising a kid together. I want her so badly (her attention, affection, her body, etc). I wake up feeling sick from my dreams about her knowing that we’ll never be together the way i desire. i literally wake up with anxiety manifesting in my stomach. It’s like i could just stab my self because i know the physical pain wouldn’t be as bad as the emotional and mental pain/distress. I need something that can distract me from my LO and this distress i feel on a daily

this isn’t my first or even 5th LO. this is at least number 7 but i’m having a hard time accepting reality. the extent of the limerence for this LO has gone too deep and mentally i cannot take it.