I was groomed a couple weeks ago, and was convinced to send photos, and do things for him. It left me really messed up. But yesterday I told two of my close friends about it.

I thought they would hate me for it. But they didn’t. They didn’t judge me, or make me feel bad. They understood and tried to make me feel better. Unfortunately tho.

I had a total breakdown while talking about it.

Whenever I think about it to hard, or see or do something that reminds me of it. It’s like I’m back there where it’s happening. Then all the emotions come rushing in. And it’s hard to breathe, and I start shaking, and my thoughts go all over.

It’s like a panic attack, but it only happens when something reminds me of it. It happens a lot when I try to sleep in my bed where it happened.

Does anyone know what is happening? I don’t like it, and I’m really worried about it happening in school