I have always been into girls and Ive had many relationships with girls. I am currently with my bisexual girlfriend of almost 2 years and I still feel attracted to her sexually in the same way I did when we first started dating just to get that out the way.

Recently though I have been “noticing” more when a guy is hot or built well and my head is always noticing people’s attractiveness no matter if they’re a guy or a girl. I’m still in awe over beautiful girls but I feel the same kind of awe over attractive guys because I have always cared about my looks and it’s something that I can always appreciate on other people.

I’ve read about sexuality and one of the things said was that your sexuality is what you would be comfortable to label yourself and even if it was a secret label that I just knew about myself as a part of my identity I still would not be comfortable with labelling myself as bisexual because I wouldn’t ever seek a sexual relationship with another guy, even the thought of it makes me uncomfortable.

However, lately I have gotten into butt stuff on my own and with my girlfriend and I’ve also gotten into watching porn videos which have 2 bisexual guys with 1 female which involve both hetero and homo sexual acts and I’ve found those videos turn me on more than usual straight videos (Although those still turn me on). It maybe partially because I have gotten bored of the usual categories that I watch from watching them too much, but I used to have heaps of stigma against watching videos which had any sort of homosexual acts because I’d watch gay videos to test if I was turned on and I was always was just uncomfortable, but now I don’t care much about it if there’s a girl there and they’re all having sex. Whenever I watched the gay videos the only time I’d feel turned on was when none of the guys faces, sounds or anything was shown and it was just solely showing the sexual act in doggy. (Sorry for the image)

I’ve recently also talked to my bisexual girlfriend about experimenting with threesomes with 2 girls and the idea of doing that turns me on a lot. But while masturbating I’d rather watch a video with 2 guys and 1 girl rather than 2 girls and 1 guy. But I wouldn’t seek a threesome with another guy and my girlfriend.

Someone help me figure out what’s going on. Also, I’m sorry if I offended anyone with the way I have expressed what’s going on.