Instead of making a long ass post and putting a TL;DR at the bottom, I'll just make this a TL;DR post and if you have questions I'll make occasional edits.

Basically, I grew up in a pretty conservative Christian household and went to a less conservative but still semi conservative Christian university, so most of the people I grew up with are anti-LGBT. Because of this, and my lack of education on other genders and sexualities, I didn't fully realize I was pan until 16 or so, and didn't realize I was agender, leaning on transmasculine, until I was about 20.

I now want to be able to come out and transition, but most of my non work friends are still conservative Christians and don't support the LGBT community. As much as I hate to admit it, I love these friends and have imagined being friends with them for many more years, but if I come out and transition (I've heard you can get microdoses of T instead of a full dose like trans men do, so I can get more masculine features and not fully transition), I'm not sure how they'd react. I don't want to lose them. What do I do?