I consider myself a bisexual right now because I used to like this guy very passionately. I was very deep and serious into the relationship, but things fell apart from that. Because of the relationship, i began seeing myself more attracted to women slowly. I ended having a crush on this girl who was my best friend. I was pretty much obsessively in love instead of passionately or normal way of love like how I felt with the guy. I wrote one book dedicated to her about my love with hatred for her for turning me queer. I would spill hate with love in the book by expressing it into letters and words for a few months straight, but losing feelings slowly because she kept on giving more attention to a new transfer girl that quickly became her best friends so quickly. They would go near each other, and I would get jealous. She made me low-key hated her best friend because of that.

The wide reason I consider bisexuality was because I used to like boys. Right now, i can’t help but feel the urge to kiss women’s cheeks. It’s just attracting me. I could even imagine a whole future with a woman dating me.

I came across a person stating kinning might help you with sexuality; then, I realized I kin multiple queer characters too. I can see myself in Homura (Madoka Magica) and Isolde (Reverse: 1999.) Many plenty more, but if personally that also included relationship, Homura and Isolde are relatable in relationships.

In helping me to identify my sexuality, please rather give me tips that are not too common found in the social media; for I went through multiple, many videos that offer similar and same tips.

Thanks!