So it’s been a long while trying to figure out where I fit on the gender and sexuality spectrums, you know at the beginning you try and squash the feelings and then it turns into crossdressing and slowly evolves. I think I’m at that point now where I can finally accept the real me I’M A FUCKING WOMAN! Last year I came out as gender fluid to my parents but recently have been thinking more and more about it I think I’ve finally come to the realisation that the part of me that thought I was still a boy sometimes was just the part of me that was scared to face the truth. There were times where I completely just wanted to throw out my entire wardrobe and restart or wished that one day I would just wake up a girl and everything would be okay. I know my parents would accept me but it’s still kinda scary. My friends have no idea that I feel this way and I’m afraid of what would happen if I came out to them I really want queer friends just other trans and gay people to hang out with. Originally I thought these feelings where attraction to trans women; some kind of sick kink that I hated but now I realise that I just wanted to be them I wanted to have the confidence to do what they already did. I can’t wait to start my journey to figuring out my girly style and all that stuff and I think I’m ready for the world to know the real me.