Hello people im an 18 year old gay man from west bank 🍉 can't say the name because Reddit might flag it for those who don't know after the first war my country was broken into three pieces one of them being west bank where i live, the war has been really hard on me I've lost friends and I've seen things i don't think any amount of therapy can fix , i need to apply for asylum but idk how to do it from here and if i were to be accepted would they help me leave ? , my family is getting really suspicious of me and the stories I've heard about what they do to gay people makes my skin crawl, I've been abused my whole childhood and for most of my teen years by my father and he even made me got silent about a family friendly abusing me sexually, i really need help and guidance im scared to do it but for me it's the only way (sorry for my bad English)