I realize, if you’re like me, you’re going to seek out this subreddit if you’re just beginning, having a bad time, or have a question. Not when things are going well.

I haven’t posted as much as I was because I’m not dealing with any of the above anymore.

The side effects are gone (besides WEIRD dreams but I kind of like it lol. I stopped dreaming for a long time before this). I rarely feel panicked and full of high anxiety. I don’t cry every day anymore.

Not all of my anxiety symptoms are gone, but they are so much smaller and easy to handle now. I am noticeably less depressed. I think untreated anxiety led to depression. It’s been a domino effect. I’ve also been alcohol free for 31 days. My relationship with weed has improved. It’s a treat not a necessity.

I feel like I’m present in reality and I can go about my days.

I wish you all this feeling. 🥲🥹