Most importantly - YOU ARE ENOUGH.

You are enough. You are wanted. I love you, even though you don’t love me. That’s okay. Truly. It is. It’s familiar territory. I know my limits here.

What we have is enough for me. It’s enough for me because it’s enough for you. You already know where to find your “I want more” and that future where “more” is, is not more of me. I will always be the girl who wants more out of life, I can’t help myself. But what you give me is enough. It is enough today. It is enough tomorrow. It is enough for the rest of our time together. Because when our time together happens, it is the happiest time. It is the best time. Because time doesn’t esnt exist in the place we are. If you’re a bird, I’m a bird too. Temporary, is enough for me.

I know that my feelings are really really big. I know that you struggle with that because you don’t want that. I appreciate you accepting me as I am regardless. I do not believe those feelings will be temporary. I think they will take up space forever, honestly.

Here are some other truths that are not temporary that I want you to know:

You deserve softness from yourself. You deserve kindness from yourself. You deserve stillness from yourself. You deserve patience from yourself. You deserve respect from yourself. You deserve care from yourself. You deserve laughter from yourself. You deserve intimacy from yourself. You deserve comfort from yourself. You deserve empathy from yourself. You deserve love from yourself.

And you deserve to find all of these things from someone you love, too.

I wish it were me. I wish you were my cute boy to take care of forever. I know you’ll find your person one day, and the thought of you at your best makes me so happy.

I love you

This is enough for me, because it’s enough for you.