A big white sore thumb is how I'll feel when I travel with you the last time you left. Is gonna be the last time I say goodbye. My only determination has always been frozen in time. What I wanted was to love and give my care to definitely and only those that will except it .. Small barriers that we create in our mind balance out the time were together. If you wanted to fill my life with trouble. Well I won't be there for that. I can' see the future and stuff. Humbled by those that can forgive me. Returning to the same person tracks the same path and some of the person I am may forgive whatever has been caused cause I'm misunderstood. Never doubt that the people in your life aren't helping you I won't ever let you in my life all the prasie I poured outy heart just for you to justify the other side.. well Ill see the rainbow on the side where I'm staying your not welcome on my side.. on your mind I may wonder but it's just to keep what does t want to be seen hidden there are a many secrets we hold to the past. Befriending eAch other is a thought but you will need to fill your life with those who won't let you down even if it's just you.. I'll beg and plead I thought u were for me ... But hey the bitch In your life will only make what you bitch about 10 times worse