To my dearest E

I'm sorry it turned out this way I truly do, I just honestly had no gas left in my tank, it was hard giving a 120% to our relationship that I wanted with (I wanted to be with you I still do and I don't think I'll ever not want that) you bought so much peace to life, with you I felt like everything was going to great and that I had finally made it. I would have followed you just about anywhere, I think I still will.

I'm never not going to stop loving you and I'm sorry for that, I believe you are my first true love. I've missed you since the last time I saw which was in August, I always miss you, I will always miss you.

This is the path you choose tho, I didn't get say, this silence is deafening but I think what is needed for you to miss me as much as I miss you.

I wish you could just put your ego aside and be upfront with me, I know I will find extremely difficult seeing another love you and you love them, would you feel the same if you saw someone else loving me?

I love you forever, M