Why can’t I be mad at you? What nerve have you struck in me that makes me not able to hate you? You broke my heart, but all I can think about is that at least you’ll still talk to me. Well. As much as you want to.

I can’t hate you because of the way you made me feel. Made me feel like it was ok to feel these feelings for someone. That it’s ok to fall for someone Especially when they person isn’t going anywhere.

I believed you. I believed in you. Not anymore. I think my trust in people is finally done. You made me think that it was normal for me to be called handsome. Not because I relied on you to do. But I started paying attention to the fact that other people did too. That was such a new thing to me.

After everything that was said. I still cannot for the life of me hate you.