I finally got my mind to stop running around thinking about you last night. I finally got some sleep. But in doing so, I became numb. I don’t want to be alone in hurting. But I know I am.

I know you haven’t had a second thought about not talking. I know that you don’t miss me. And even if you do, it’s nothing like this. This full ache in the back of my head. This feeling to reach out to you and spill my guts to you for the 100th time.

But I’m not going to. Because you’ve won. You finally won. I listened to you and it’s leaving me aching. My heart hurts. My brain is numb to thoughts of you.

So congratulations. You finally did it. You broke me completely.