From the first time I saw you working at the gas station I told my friend I was gonna be with you. Two years later I was able to make that happen you know every little thing about me and that first night we hung out I’ll never forget the looks you gave me man the most beautiful green eyes god so gorgeous. We both had a lot of issues a lot I was there for you as you were for me. I’m so sorry I fucked everything up I couldn’t stop the drugs and the lying and the emotional damage I was causing I wish I could take it all back but I can’t we were working on things I just don’t know how it ended up with you getting with my abusive ex wife and now you won’t talk to me at all hey I’m clean bye the way and been living for you I wish it wouldn’t have taken this long but you knew my trama and knew I was broken still no excuse but I know if you saw me today you’d be proud of the man I’m becoming my doors always open to you I just wish I could hear your voice or feel your touch I miss you so much pretty girl and. I’ll be here for when my ex wife brakes your heart I know you still love me and you know I still love you