It's over. You can't unsay those things. Your actions contradict your "I love you's" everytime. Telling me I don't know how you truly feel is bullshit because if you weren't just using me and did love me and want me, things would have played out differently.

This time I'm not going to cry or beg you to come home. I can't. I won't. This is the end. I'm choosing to let go of you. I'm finally choosing me. Everything you said about me not showing I love you, we both know thats lies. I've proven my love at every turn. I won't continue living in this cycle of abuse with you anymore. I don't regret you, I regret that you couldn't show me love and deemed me unworthy of respect. I tolerated so much abuse and begged you not to abandon me. This was my choice this time, this time I told you go. I won't ask you back, I refuse. I know I deserve more than what you offer and I am okay by myself. Until a man steps up and offers me what I'm worth, I'll just stay single and heal from your abuse.

I don't want you to suffer. I'm not petty like you. I want you to have a good life and find someone you can treat well. Someone who loves you as much as I do. But we can't continue to do this to each other. I don't like what your abuse has made me become. I'm better than the bitch you've turned me into. You cheated, I don't care if we were broken up for a few hours, you hurt me. You hit me, it's not up for debate about that. You stole my property and claimed it as yours when we both know it's not.

I filed for a No Contact Order. I'm going to protect myself and my roommates from you at all costs. I don't want this anymore and it's not on me. Your actions, they made me do this. Your pettiness and threats and violence pushed me to have to protect myself from you. It's over Tree. I won't ever try again. You made sure that wasn't an option anymore.

Go back to Neverland Peter Pan, I don't want to play with a lost boy anymore.

Don't reach out, you're blocked on everything. I'll leave your phone temporarily but you have one week to get a new one. And if you sell it, I'll press charges. It's not your property the phone is in my name and I'm the one who paid for it.

I want the ring you took from me. You only took it because it means something to me. Your pettiness has no bounds. I can't be around you ever again. My heart is breaking but I know better than to dance with your demons again. I've had enough. You need help and need to go to therapy to fix this monster you become. I'll miss you, I do care and love you, I hope for my sake it passes quickly. Goodbye. Just stay away from me.

Kind Regards,

The one that got away and isn't coming back