Listen here I don’t know what you told people nor do I care, but the fact of the matter is, I didn’t bully you by choice you knew I was being tormented in my head by my own thoughts and you use it against me and to your own advantage like it was my fault at all the stuff was happening and it wasn’t and I know that now so you can tell me to go kill myself you can tell me to go have fun you can tell me to go do every guy in Tom, Dick, and Harry that I see you can do and say whatever you want to say, but the fact of the matter is, I didn’t bully you. I didn’t bully you online I didn’t not bully you in real life. The fact of the matter is I had a mental illness that you didn’t know how to deal with and it caused problems for you and it caused us to fight a lot but that doesn’t mean that I am a bully or that I am a terrible person because I am not. I’m not the things you say I am yes I am mentally unstable but that doesn’t give anybody the right to say anything about me that doesn’t mean any of the words that I say are untrue and that doesn’t mean that I overdramatize anything that has happened in our life because I promise you, my PTSD has been relentless since I’ve been with you, I can’t wait till we get this divorce and to be honest with you. I’m really sorry about all the fighting but I now realize that none of it was really my fault that I did the best that I could to sit there and explain to you what was going on inside of my head and the fact that you wanted to sit and argue about it with me over irrational thoughts was just completely insane, you couldn’t even comprehend the things that were going on inside of my head and then you blamed me like it was my fault. Fuck you.