hello! i'm a 20 year old agender lesbian. i've been on hrt for about 6 months, and i'm asexual. im in the US. my 20s are starting to scare me. i haven't been in a real relationship. i feel like i'm falling behind all my friends, and im not really that socially adept anyway. i guess i'd like to try to be in one before it's "too late", i dunno. this is probably not a good time for me to be making this post since i'm mildly busy with a summer class, but the summer loneliness has really started to hit and im not sure if i can take any more of it. luckily, my class ends relatively soon, so by then i'll have all the time in the world to give you :)

to describe myself, i'm a loner, and an introverted nerd who'll probably open up to you really really quickly and will give you all the time in the world because i don't have anything else to do. clingy isn't really the best word to describe me, but i can get attached easily. here is what i look like

as for my interests, i like a bunch of stuff!! i like playing videogames, like jrpgs and visual novels. there's a lot on my backlog and i only keep adding to it 😭😭 i don't really play many multiplayer games, but i'd be willing to try them if you're okay with me being bad at them gfjshdfs i game on pc, 3ds, switch, and various emulators. i like rambling about the stuff i play so fellow ramblers are welcome, encouraged even. i'd love to have someone i can screenshare my various games to, or watch someone screenshare to me :)

music wise, i think i'll listen to anything that sounds good. i feel dumb dividing stuff into different genres. but i pretty much mostly listen to kpop, vocaloid, videogame music or jpop. idk i don't like talking about my music taste it's all over the place and i feel like a poser when doing so.

i'm trying to get into cosplay, i've only ever done it once. it was really fun though, and i'm so excited to try it again when i go to anime expo this year.

i also love voice calling and i'll usually be free for it since i don't have much of a social life @-@

my primary goal is finding a partner, but i'm totally alright with starting out as friends, or being friends if we don't click for a relationship.

now with that out of the way, here's more about me and what i'm looking out of a relationship! :D my type is someone who's sweet, nerdy and introverted. most importantly, i'd like my partner to be my best friend. i'm okay with taking things slow or fast, let's see how compatible we are :3 my age range is 19-22.

i'm looking for something serious, where we can possibly meet up in the future or something, if that's not an eventual goal for you, then we more than likely won't work out. i'm totally okay with long distance (though i would prefer it if you're in the US). i value communication a lot and i'd like to talk to a potential partner pretty much everyday and hopefully call often to play games (carry me!) or watch something too :D i just kinda want to do it all, sleep calls, match icons, basically everything that's possible for a couple to do online.

i can't think of what else to put on here. please ask me anything else you'd like to know ^{^} i pretty much only use discord, so i would prefer it if that's what you had as well.

thank you for reading if you got this far, hopefully i seem interesting enough to talk to (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄) sorry for the long read! im sorry if this was a bad post, i feel like it's all over the place. feel free to ask me any questions want :)