Hello everyone!

Third post of mine. Sorry if you've seen my earlier posts and have to read the same things again. I struggle with finding the right person, like many others do.

I've been going through a pretty rough patch lately and realised that I could use a genuine connection if one emerges. Not necessarily a relationship, but I would love to have one if something clicks. I'm not going to be doing any unsolicited trauma dumping, but I am, at present, pretty moody.

Cis female. Very Eastern European in all aspects and proud of it. I live in Montenegro, born and raised in the best city of the world aka Moscow, adulted in Hungary, of mostly Polish descent, mother tongue is Russian. Kinsey 6 kind of gay. 169 cm / 70 kg (5'6 1/2" 155 lbs), passable in terms of looks (average build, fair skin, some freckles, graying brown hair, dark hazel eyes, glasses, tall forehead, soft facial features), can send a pic upon request. Sporting the natural look.

Still trying to find my way in life. Right now I work in tech support; used to work at a hospital for 3,5 years as a chief administrative assistant and, more recently, in computer repairs as a technician; I also hold an unfinished degree in linguistics. My hobbies are messing with electronics, Linux system administration, (mostly old and indie) video games, hiking, reading medical articles and some other mostly non-fiction stuff mostly on geography; I also used to write poetry and music. Jack of all trades: there's barely a thing I can't do and I know a lot of stuff but most of said stuff I know only on surface level. I mostly listen to metal and electronic music, but I can occasionally be caught listening to some stupid pop or something.

Brave, caring, open, honest, respectful. Very worldly and open-minded, decently well-travelled. A good listener and sometimes a fun speaker with a lot of stories to tell. Not very emotionally intelligent but I compensate with my analytic brain. I have a history of mostly successful treatment for depression (because shitty broke life full of trauma). Cold brain, hot temper; wouldn't call myself a particularly kind person but I do damn care for ones I love. I do not have an upbeat personality either, but I can be fun. Moderately religious (Catholic), with a moderate interest in spiritual stuff in general, but I never proselytise. Demisexual (I obviously won't be able to support a kinky conversation). INTP, chaotic neutral. Also, I am a chainsmoker and I used to drink heavily.

At this point my only requirement would be "click with me". I will also note that I do not really dig very upbeat personalities in people and sometimes I desperately need space. I respect others' space too.

So. Drop me a DM if you feel like our convo could work out. Please be honest with me. You can be from anywhere. I work for an American company these days and my hours are a mess, so time difference won't really matter to me. Please be a cis female aged 20-35.

Thanks for reading my post. Have a lovely day.