Hi there, this might be a bit long. I appreciate you reading it all :)

What I’m Looking For:

I’m looking for someone to make a connection with, and hopefully become something serious and last forever :) I want someone I can give all of me to and share my life with. I can talk to you about anything, and just fully be myself with and don’t have to hold anything back. Someone I can share my deepest thoughts with, and most unhinged parts XD. And they also share with me all of them. I’ve always dreamed of being fully known and understood by someone. Someone loving me for all of me, and loving someone for all of them. I have a world of love to give and want someone I can shower in it. I’m a hopeless romantic, after everything I’ve been through I still choose to believe true love is real and I’ll have it one day.

I want something that will truly last forever through anything. “Ride or die” is such a cringe term to me lol, but that’s what I’m really looking for. I have an unshakable loyalty when I’m committed to someone. My love is almost unconditional when I’m locked in.

Only message if you’re sure looking for something serious. Marriage is definitely something i want in my future.

Do not message me if you ever ghost people If you’re not feeling it I would appreciate you telling me.

A little bit about me.

I’m a INTJ 5w4, and personality wise, I’m like 2 different people lol. Emotional and logical. I can be really sweet and wholesome. Supportive, the kind of person that will always be there for you. I’m also extremely affectionate both physically and with words. I’ll always talk about how much you mean to me :) But I also can be a quite overly logical jerk lol. Best of both worlds I guess. When I’m comfortable I can be really goofy and loud, and give crackhead energy, but in the beginning I’m really quiet and reserved. I try to be positive and nonjudgmental, while also being very strongly opinionated XD.

I also can be pretty dark. I have a good mixture of being wholesome and dark lol. It’s weird

I’m a contradiction but I love that about myself. You shouldn’t message me if you’re easily scared away, I am a pretty eccentric person generally lol I can ramble about weird/random stuff, and be pretty extra sometimes. I can talk in a kind of unfiltered way. I don’t want to have to hold those things back lmao.

Important tidbits. * I have a fear of abandonment and anxious attachment style. * I am obsessive and clingy when I fall for someone. (Not in a crazy way) lol * I am left leaning on most things. * Strictly Monogamous * Agnostic atheist. * I have BPD, we can talk about what that entails * I currently work in pharmacy, but I’m going back to school now for accounting. * I have a pretty dark humor XD

Looks wise: I’m black, 5’2, very masc presenting, I have a short haircut and dress masc. I am def plus size , but definitely not like huge lol and currently losing weight as well :)

Interests: Gaming, true crime docs, horror/thriller movies, I like all kinds of music. Particularly R&B, rock, and Kpop XD. I watch a lot of YouTube and tiktok. I’m kind of huge homebody, wanting to get out more and have new experiences.

Who I’m Looking For:

Looks don’t matter much to me. However I am into fem women, androgynous or even futch vibes just no masc 4 masc I’m sorry lol.

Personality wise: I like a lot of different personalities. Some important traits though would be having emotional intelligence, Someone patient and caring. Someone with these traits I think can be better understanding of my BPD and they are important to me generally. Also having a good logical side is very important to me. As I said above I’m pretty affectionate and clingy so I’d match best with someone also like that lol. You can be extroverted or introverted. I am heavily introverted though, I would appreciate someone who can get me out of my shell a bit, but if you’re too extroverted we probably won’t be a match.

It is preferable if you have a more dominant personality as I am a pretty submissive. I’m saying that generally, not even in a nsfw way XD.

Age 20 to 40. I am from Chicago in the US, but I would love to talk to women from anywhere because relocation is something I definitely want lol. It would have to be a more liberal place though. Basically I’m open to relocate anywhere gay marriage is legal lol

That’s it. If you’re interested please message me a little about you. :)

As long as this post is up you can message me, doesn’t matter if weeks or months later