By monster men, I'm talking werewolves, alien men like Garrus from Mass Effect, Iron Bull from Dragon Age Inquisition (I never played it though, don't ask me lol), or like... I dunno, monster women? For me it's like the whole "oh wow I'm in danger, but they're so nice and gentle with me". Is it just me??? I have to know!! Sentient non-human male things are like my weakness.

I'm looking for friendships! I'm kind of a low maintenance friend, but at the same time I like just sharing the same space with people.

I can't exactly introduce myself as "hey there I'm Esac90 and I'm a [redacted] artist!". I have other hobbies that skirt around that kind of stuff so... it's very hard being around people that either won't assume things of me, or are trying to befriend me with an ulterior motive. I LOVE learning random things, currently teaching myself piano and re-learning Japanese from my college days. On the art front, I love making original characters and writing. I was an avid roleplayer when I was younger (lots of action and romance, lol) and I still do that kind of stuff, but sparingly. I still would love to publish my stuff some day.

Local or online friendships are fine with me!! I love antique shopping, coffee friend-dates, eating pizza and drinking hard cider. I love art museums since my major right now is studio art and art history. I value honesty, so please be upfront with me if I say something that offends you, I can't read your mind.

I LOVED RINGS OF POWER AND THAT'S ALL I AM THINKING ABOUT. I was a big fan of the series 'His Dark Materials' on HBO. I'm a big anime and manga fan too, people frown on it a lot (nowadays) but I love Berserk. I just want to see Guts and Casca to live happily cries. SORRY! I love that series a lot. Another manga I'd recommend is 'Witch Hat Atelier', it's a young girl named Coco who discovers the use of magic and the dangers that come with it. Kamome Shirahama is the artist and writer and her work is influenced by western influences in magic and art nouveau! She did a small manga series called 'Eniale & Dewiela' about a female angel and demon who love fashion. It's cute and funny, definitely recommend it. If you're sensing a pattern, I'm a giant art nerd!

ANYWAYS, look I could recommend anime and manga all day, if you're looking for a series just ask!

A big dream of mine is to be a character designer, or just be like a writer or something. I used to play DnD a while back but stopped, I'm not really a big people person (plus the vibes were off, but I'd love to play with the right people). Right now I'm playing FFXIV (just a lvl 31 gladiator and my alt is a lvl 21 thaum). Haven't played FPS stuff in a while, but I played the Killzone series a lot when I was younger.

Anyways I've talked to much haha. This is ME

If you want to spam me with cat pics, or funny memes, or want funny tiktoks sent your way, just beep me, lol. Honestly I'm just looking for friends with the same kind of mindset and a level of maturity. I'm a little out there with my brain, so I'm sorry in advance. Also please note I don't use the CHAT function.

As a last thing, I am an agender/non-binary person (AFAB). I dress a lot more, masc? I just wear what I like. Pronouns are they/them sometimes dude/bro/boi. I get coded still as a woman, which is fine too. I'm just asking for respect, that's all.

Thank you for reading my long ass paragraphs!! <3

disclaimer: I'm the kind of person that likes doing activities with others. Sometimes I don't want to talk, I just wanna hangout and do something like play a game together or just watch something, doodle. That's how I bond with others.

If you've made it this far (why?)

• I'm central american and speak spanish too
• I don't actually like or play sports (mma fights are pretty cool though)
• I wear glasses
• the way to my heart (platonically) is to draw with me, lol
• I met Guillermo del Toro twice, and gave him one of my sketches (he apparently still remembers me?)