6 months of dating, clear communication throughout and apparently none of it was real, all the ways she showed she cared for me, everything she told me about her feelings.

All just a mask, her giving me what she wanted to feel for me, hoped she felt for me rather then the truth of her honest feelings.

We tried friendship after she ended things and the total emptiness of care from her end made me feel like I imagined everything. I never imagined it, I was misled, it was never real just a lie that I bought into.

She told me that she explicitly wanted a romantic connection. I started allowing myself to grow in the direction of loving her. Everything was fake though