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Itās been interesting for sure. I feel a whirlwind of things. Itās been interesting dealing with my emotions without being able to stuff them down with weed and āforget about themā It almost feels ālonely.ā I had been smoking for thirteen years and recently decided that I wanted to quit for personal reasons. I felt like It would help me feel happiness again and ārealā emotions. If that makes any sense? It has worked in that sense, I do feel a lot of things. I feel the way I did about things back when I was 17 and a little after before I started smoking everyday. Itās been good in that sense, it makes me feel human again. Thereās no longer a wet blanket over my emotions and it feels nice. (Sorry if this hit is TMI) but I first wanted to quit because I hadnāt been able to maintain an erection enough to have sex and I think that aided in my depression too. Itās starting to come back and thatās nice. Iām assuming after a long while of abstaining itāll come back full force. Sex drive and libido are still pretty numb but Iām sure thatāll come back in time too along with the āreal and vividā emotions I mentioned earlier. Sorry if this seems like the ranting of a mad man, I kind of just wanted to get this stuff off my chest because I donāt have many people to talk to and I figured you guys would understand. Thank you for listening. Maybe others can share similar experiences?
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