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About 10 days into quitting
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Itā€™s been interesting for sure. I feel a whirlwind of things. Itā€™s been interesting dealing with my emotions without being able to stuff them down with weed and ā€œforget about themā€ It almost feels ā€œlonely.ā€ I had been smoking for thirteen years and recently decided that I wanted to quit for personal reasons. I felt like It would help me feel happiness again and ā€œrealā€ emotions. If that makes any sense? It has worked in that sense, I do feel a lot of things. I feel the way I did about things back when I was 17 and a little after before I started smoking everyday. Itā€™s been good in that sense, it makes me feel human again. Thereā€™s no longer a wet blanket over my emotions and it feels nice. (Sorry if this hit is TMI) but I first wanted to quit because I hadnā€™t been able to maintain an erection enough to have sex and I think that aided in my depression too. Itā€™s starting to come back and thatā€™s nice. Iā€™m assuming after a long while of abstaining itā€™ll come back full force. Sex drive and libido are still pretty numb but Iā€™m sure thatā€™ll come back in time too along with the ā€œreal and vividā€ emotions I mentioned earlier. Sorry if this seems like the ranting of a mad man, I kind of just wanted to get this stuff off my chest because I donā€™t have many people to talk to and I figured you guys would understand. Thank you for listening. Maybe others can share similar experiences?

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