I just posted but I want to ask now before I forget later. So just recently I began therapy I mentioned to my therapist that I smoked weed, they asked how often, I partially told them the truth that I developed a bit of an unhealthy habit then kinda sprinkled in some lies and told them I've stopped since I started taking my meds. So yeah, I lied.. I still have been smoking regularly. I did make sure it was safe to do so while taking them, but I it'd be responsible to stop smoking if I truly want to see if the meds are working.

Sorry for the loaded exposition, with all that in mind do you guys think it'd be smart to tell my therapist that I have a weed addiction? I've never really told them my true relationship with weed, my moms use of it and how she kind of enables my usage, my conscious abuse and the ways its effected myself mentally socially all that. I'm just worried of what they would say, if they would admit me into some program or if would effect the way they views me, changes their perspective on what I might be suffering from. I just feel guilty for not being truthful when that information might help the both of us possibly.

Would appreciate anyone's two cents. Thank you