Today was my last day 1. After attempting to quit for about a year now, I am 23 and have been using since I was 12 and consistently since 13. I never figured out how to live with myself. I was always smoking to numb any hard feeling I had. Or to fallow in the path of “the cool kids” eventually it just became about always needing it and spending all my money, just to smoke it all before my next pay check and have to scrounge all over for anything to replace the high. I am very happily married to an amazing woman who loves and supports me more than I could ever ask for. I am tired of being lazy and tired and never wanting to do anything with my family or friends. And I’m sick of the feeling that I am disappointing my wife because I forget so many important conversations and I am always so selfish. I feel good after today except the fact of it being 2am and I can’t sleep. I am very happy to have found this page. I know this will be the strength I need to break this on off loop and continue my journey into life as the man I should and need to be. Thank you all for reading. Much love and strength to you all! LESS THAN THREE!