Jesus. I had no idea what I was in for. Beginning of day 3.

38m - been smoking daily for over a decade, smoking in general since I was 14, then about 5 years ago moved to Colorado so I could get high even more.

My peak before stopping after Monday (I had a brutal CHS vomiting episode) was (dab) 1-2 grams of concentrate daily. I'd buy an ounce of concentrates at least every month.

I thought after the vomiting went away Monday, that it would be smooth sailing from here on out.

Hell no.

• I'm having insane "morning sickness". I wake up today, go have some loose stool (it was diarrhea, so I guess it's improving), then proceed to feel like there's a beaver chewing my insides. Waves of mild to moderate stomach pain, and mild to moderate nausea that also comes in waves. Not sure if this is CHS "recovery", withdrawal, or both. Pepto helps a little.

• I can't sleep. like hardly at all. I'm having those nights where you don't really know if you slept or not.

• I can't eat. the thought of food disgusts me. I can drink though and seem incredibly thirsty. Every once in a while I feel a small hint of hunger but it doesn't last.

• I have a bad headache most of the time.

• I can't relax. I'm restless and move from room to room, pause a second and check my phone, then move again.

I scheduled an appointment with my primary to request medication for any/all of these issues. Any advice you guys can throw my way would be much appreciated. Given that I have half an ounce of shatter in the house and feel so horrible, it's been hard not to reach for that fix.