So hello everyone. What can I say. I'm finally done. This last year and a half I've been in my head about smoking weed. I have a problem, an addiction actually. (Yes I consider it a addiction personally). I'm a guy who went full blown smoking weed every day starting at 13 years old. I'm now 33 and still am a smoker at a high level.

Let me give you a example with a typical day in my shoes.

Wake up anywhere from 6am to 9am. Depends if I work. Right when I get out of bed. I hear the dab rig and take a hit. Then shower. Come back and take about 5 to 8 more dabs depending on the mood. Then head to work, or start my day. I take a dab vape pen with me and joints usually. I'll be attach the vape pen all the way to work or to whatever place I'm going. Then when I have breaks. I smoke a few joints. Usually 3 or 4. Then I wrap up my day and head home usually around 7pm where I sit in front of my tv and continue to take anywhere from 10 to 20 more dabs before bed. Then hit repeat for the next day.

Well what can I say. I'm done. I hate where I'm at and I know I'm a very productive guy when sober. Weed and smoking weed used to be fun. Share with friends, smoke on adventures and have a blast. Now it's depressing.

I feel like that I had a moment in my head that I realised that weed had had me in this fog or system for far to long. Like a light bulb turned on. It hit me so hard but I hate marijuana. That's a crazy thing to say also cause I've lived it for so long. But now, I don't see it that way.

I think it's time to say goodbye. To a lifestyle and thing that has had me in this grasp for so long.

Goodbye to what I know of life and hello to a new one. One with me sober. One with me loving life again. One where I can move out of this dead end job and be an adult like everyone around me.

Everyone I smoked with growing up amhas quit and I've seen there lives drastically improve. So now it's my turn.

Thanks for listening. It's hard to connect with others about this when your life is so filled with those who love it to death. I don't anymore. No more love for marijuana